Its been more than 2 weeks and Austin has a second ear infection in his other ear. Austin has been put on stronger medicine and will hopefully feel better soon. Austin has now had Thrush, RSV, 2 ear infections and Croup....I feel like I am not doing everything I can as a mother and it is very frustrating. I love Austin with all my heart and only want him to be healthy and happy. I know he will be ok but he is a funny little guy and while his mommy agonizes over the little illnesses he wears a smile and doesn't complain much. I am so blessed with a wonderful child, and I have come to think he is influenced by someone I hold very dear to my heart, my Grandma Esther who always knew what I needed and how to make me feel better. Austin even as a small baby knows his mommy wants him to be happy and he shows me everyday that he knows I care for him and love him. He smiles at me when I walk in the door when he is left with grandma B and laughs at my silly faces. He loves me unconditionally and I am not sure why...all I know is I am blessed with the gentle son and loving husband who have brought so much joy to my life. I will love them forever and I just need to say that, don't worry I was just sitting here thinking about things and wanted to get this off my mind.
